Let’s dig deep shall we. Lord I ask for your help not for me though I am walking with a cane for I am crippled in my heart&soul hopes dreams pieces of me broken the mirror does not reflect the one person but now shows many. Tears raging my water falls. digging to find a treasure so deep the core it’s hard to map my way out. I need your spirit not for me but for the of the many I care about I’m sorry my heart wears a vest it’s just I can’t take to many more hits I reach out to you just carefully now I am no sun still though I want brighter days. If not for my self my dying wish my spirit hope is to bless them around me to see the greatness of after life for if I want all I want is what you have me to be enough so their eyes won’t be closed to the dark yet opened to a greater light I’ll give it all up for the love of them it all so bless them. My ocean to big to be filled. As I watch these ponds I’ll rain I just pray I leave more of a filling then emptiness. Hear my heart for them please my song is playing my music my tracks as it plays over and over wanting you catch my radio waves sending back a remix everyone can enjoy in Jesus name I pray amen.
The darkness so deep even space got the stars to give them light in the darkest moments. Why do THINK YOU UNDERSTAND ME? IM NOT A BOOK YOU CAN’T READ ME!!! I’m in a battle that just isn’t a final fantasy cause it won’t end yet these battle is so Graphical it’s unreal. On the moon floating it’s as if been a 1000 years for I’m trapped in something kinda luna but people can’t understand this landing just was not in my planing. This my home but you can call it resident evil cause to many people becoming my Nemesis. Fact is I’m bringing up dirt for these monsters got me feeling like dig dug cause this stuff just too Retro. Changing more classes then codbo2. I prestige as it all fades away a reset that just don’t clear it all. Come winter it’s just to cold to spring into a summer light that could only lead to a fall. Lord I can’t see you but I’ve ALWAYS kept you close on me my pair of shoes just always walking with me. Now I’m calling out this cell phone losing Signal and I don’t want no disconnects so why is it getting harder to hear? I Appreciate the many people who are in my life!!! Even if I lose my heart in this Operation life I THANK YOU AND I AM BLESSED TO HAVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU it’s not math and still y’all count not in school but everyone just in their own class. Just leaking from an unknown source. The tears a rain in a storm I can’t control as these eyes fill with brightness this Uncontrollable electricity can put a shock to your system thunder just ground shaking base you won’t see. ghost like hammer for you can’t touch this!!! Don’t JUDE ME YOU CAN BE BLIND BUT YOU’LL NEVER FEEL ME!!!!!!!! UGHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! ^_^’ (the mask) lost on the moon stuck.
Lord are you sure this is what you want from me? Cause surly I will fail due to the pain causes a hell on earth….. But if you really want me to try….. Fact is I don’t know what I want anymore cause life is like a prankster honestly can’t I trust it? They say with great love comes great pain so it’s as if death touches me the pain pushes me so far away from my goal. A candle for my fire feels blown out but a star for I know my shine can be great so I sit here and think……there something trying hard to move just cause of how much I love you……still it’s like my Terrified so I wear this mask with a shell on my back waiting for the next stab. No tears and still my body made up of rivers which pours red. I look up to you look asking what have I honest done? As well really can I do what you asked cause it seem Invisible maybe there but I don’t see it. Maybe out of rage this wifi energy. If you could just Bluetooth the music so my soul would receive the amazing word. So I don’t just wait I know I’m trying inside to break it down with Technique and spirit. I honestly truly love you lord more than I know…… But you know.